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My greatest fear is that I am going to rebel against the Lord to the point that He gives me over to whatever I want. It is God's gift to me that He should put a desire in my heart for His Word. It is God's gift to me that He should minister to me, and bless me, and open up my heart to receive from His Spirit. God help me if I should ever arrive at a point where He says, "If you are going to continually fight against Me then I am just going to give you over to your desires."
